I thought I wanted love till you showed me what it was
I've never been golden but I swear that I showed it
It's a blessing and a curse, for the better, it's only worse
Wouldn't wish this on no one, it's one hell of a low one

We're going up, we going down
We can run it back, we can work it out, but, no
Late at night, going out my mind
Praying that the sun don't rise, like, no, mmh

Waking up but wishing that you don't
Is something that I pray you'll never know

Up all night, drinking liquor like it's water
Waking up, knowing I'm somebody's daughter, but
I don't know a lot about my father
Maybe that's the reason I don't do sh*t like I oughta, no
I need some medicine, this sh*t that my head is in
Got me thinking, crushing it, lying in this bed I'm in
Up all night, drinking liquor like it's water
Maybe that's the reason I don't do sh*t like I oughta, no

Waking up but wishing that you don't
Is something that I pray you'll never know

You might love the highs but you ain't seen the lows
You don't know the half of it and I pray you'll never know

Waking up but wishing that you don't
Is something that I pray you'll never know
You never know, you never know, you never know